Finally Its Here :))

I just can't believe it that I am now 2 months pregnant after visiting my OB, dati ingit na ingit ako sa mga ka-officemate ko na nabuntis and nakapag deliver na ng baby. Last year 2011, tatlo kaming nag buntis, Si Janine, Sarah and me.. but unfortunately yung baby ni Janine nadeliver sya pero after several days nag passed away yung baby niya due to infection yata, so 2 nalang kami ni Sarah I'm on my 4th month, I had a regular check-up kumpleto ako ng mga gamot at vitamins, its just happen on December 23, 2011, may schedule ako ng Check-up I was so shocked nung malaman ko na 2 weeks na daw nag passed away yung baby ko ( My doctor checked through ultrasound.) I almost cry na talaga, pero sabi ng OB ko para daw maka sure mag ask daw ako ng second opinion sa ibang OB..  Nung mga oras na yun halos hindi ko mahakbang yung paa ko palabas ng Clinic ni Dra. Delos Reyes, ang bigat ng katawan ko tapos yung luha ko talagang umaagos siya kahit pigilin ko, that time I can think of just one person na pwede ko iyakan, which is my Husband ( Darwin). I dial his number and when he pick-up the phone I burst into thirst, then he ask me anung nangyari I just told him, "nawala na naman." ( It was my second miscarriage first late December 2010) Nag-buntong hininga lang siya then sabay sabi, "hindi pa siguro siya para sa atin mi". I know deep inside that his crying pero being a man ayaw niya din siguro Makita or marinig ko na umiiyak siya. So we decided to take a second opinion, but it still the same, so we don’t have any choice just to remove the baby to avoid internal poisoning kasi patay na siya sa tiyan ko. January 2, after so much pain, and drugs they inject to me finally I gave birth to a lifeless beautiful baby girl, naiyak na naman ako after seeing her so little and fragile, nakakaawa talaga, lahat na ng mga hinaing ko sa buhay nasabi ko na.."bakit yung mga ayaw magka-baby siya pa yung nabubuntis at pilit nilang pinapatay. Yung mga nakatira sa Squatter Area na halos walang makain at walang iniinom na mga vitamins siya pa yung nabubuhayan ng anak. At bakit yung mga nabibiyayaan ng anak pilit naman nilang ina-abandoned yung mga anak nila kung saan-saan lang." Grabe talaga sama ng loob ko, It’s so hard for me to accept it kasi I was so excited having my own child. Someone I can call my own. Maybe God really has a good plan for us.. We better believe him..

May 13, 2012 (Mother’s Day)

-          This is my Last Menstrual Period, I’m taking Chlomiphene( Chlomid) This medication is used to treat infertility in women. It works by stimulating an increase in the amount of hormones that support the growth and release of a mature egg (ovulation). This medication is not recommended for women whose ovaries no longer make eggs properly (primary pituitary or ovarian failure).

-          I am also taking Folic Acid, Ascorbic Acid and eat mostly vegetables..

-          I am taking Pregnancy test every after 2 weeks to make sure if it works for me..

June 13, 2012

-          Still no period and it the result is Negative..

-          It bothers me I need to take a batch of Chlomid ( result is possible to conceived a Twin!)

July  16, 2012

-          After 6 months of waiting.. I took a PT, coz I feel a little bit of dizziness, and then Boom! Its POSITIVE!!

-          I’m so excited na ipakita yung result sa husband ko..

July 17, 2012

-          My OB told me to have Transvaginal Ultrasound to check wheter if I had subchronic hemorrhage, luckily its negative she just saw my tiny sac about 4w6d in gestation..

-          I am now eating healthy and avoiding too much stress, I hope this one goes well, I will be the most happy woman in the world..